sorry my Mr.Elmo...='(

hye guys...wht u doing??....today i'm not in my real mood..why??hurmm..tgk jela kat title entri niyh..u guys mcty taw knapekn??

dugaan dtg kmbali...menduge prhubungan kteowg..antre ak n Mr.Elmo...hurmmm...kali ni ak sndri yg trpkse undurkn dri..lpaskn dye..tp bkn khndak ak sndri..ak trpkse..dpkse..hurmm....knape mcty sume niyh blaku..pdhal bru jewk kteowg mule nk rsekn bhgie yg pnah hampir ilang..hurmm..knape??!!!ak cube prthankn..tp ak xmampu lg...ak sorg..mcmne ak maw prthankn..??cos hnye ak taw mngape..ak yg tngung sumenye..bkn baru..tp ak ttap kraskn hati ak..demi cinte ak pde Mr.Elmo..tp kini...ak xmampu lg...ak trpkse lpaskn kamu syg...demi kbaikkan bsame..now..hdup ak kmbali kosong tnpe Mr.Elmo dsisi..its so hard to me...i'm so weak..wthout him anymore...
maafkan mkcik syg..maafkn mkcik ssgt..hurmmm....
hurmmm air mate xbhenti2 mngalir bile dye ttap ngn pndriannye..when he says only yana in myheart...pkcik nk mkcik jugak!! ...ak dpt rsekn ksdihan dye..tp ak xmampu wat pape ag...tp..klau kite ade jdoh kite akn brsame lgkn...hurmmm itu yg mkcik hrapkn...jdoh kite akn bpnjangan..stu hari nnt kte akn kmbali bsame lg..andai tiade jdoh kite lg..mkcik akn doakn pkck akn mndpt org yg lbiyh baek dri mkck..yg mmpu happykn pkcik..yg bole jge pkck..mkck akn happy klau pkck happy..=')
btw..pkck ade jnji ngn mkckkn??pkck akn tnggu mkcik??mkck akn dtg pd pkck..ble smpai masennye..tp klau pkck suda ade plhan yg laen..xpew..mkck akn ttp dtg pd pkck..tp tdak lg sbgai sorg kksih..mngkin sbgai sorg kawan..
lpasniyh..hidup aku akn sunyi..tnpe dye..org yg tlalu pntg dlm hdup aku...dye la tmpt ak bmnje,,tmpt ak luahkn prsaan,,dye yg slalu bg smngat bile ak jtuh..dye yg slalu wat ak rse dsyangi,,dye yg mngajar aku ape th cnte,,dye yg mngajar aku ape th rse sdiyh n kcewe,,dye la sgale2nye wat ak..aku akn rse khilgan...mcmne ak nk truskn hdup tnpe dye??bole ke ak??hurmmm...tanpe Mr.Elmo.. ='(

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your gone...u leave me...='(

hurmmm...lame sungguh x update blog niyh...hurmm sorry my dearest blog...jgn touching oke...
now rase utk bblog da xde lg...since Mr.Elmo pergi..pergi dari hidup ini...rse sgt ksong tnpe dye..dah hbis air mate dtngiskn...tp..ape yg bole aku buat skrang...dye dah pun prgi dri hidup aku...dye prgi dgn pnuh pertnyaan..??
its begin when...

pade 5/7/2011..tepat pkul 11.53pm..

 
time tgah ak focus pade study..tibe2..phone berbunyi(lagu I DO)..then ak tgk phone n its my Mr.Elmo ..then ak press button for 'answer'...

ME: hello..(nada yg hambar)

HIM:hye mkcik..watpe th?

ME:tgah study..nape?

HIM:urmm..gngu ke??

ME:xgngu pun..

HIM:mkcik...pkcik rse ckup la kite stkat niyh saje...mngkin jdoh kite smpai dsini saje..

ME:zz..(i'm speechless).....hurmm...tp knape??.....

HIM:mkcik study rjin2 oke..bla..bla..bla..(dye membebel)

ME:.....zzzz....cancle the call...

that time...air mate ak trus mngalir tanpe henti..mcm..waterfall kt amazon...hurmm...rse cm hati ak niyh dah hancur kne letupan bom atom...perghhh!!!hanye tuhan yg taw ape rsenye...

then..ttbe i got 1 msg from him..dye luahkn sgale2nye..time th ak xliyh nk than ag rse sediyh kat dlm hati..air mate xbhenti mngalir..cume th je yg mampu ak lakukan sambil wat graph...merapu2 ak wat...then ak decide..STOP wat keje..n going to my bedroom..lay down my body on my bed..then mnges spuas2nye..sambil dgar mp3 lagu
(http://youtu.be/hPTMqf_B4xA)

its so break my heart...why must this hapend to me??why??mcm2 soalan ade lam kpale ak time th..pew puncenye??krane tht guy??no!!!aku xsygkn dye...ak xcintekn dye..sprti ak syg n cintekn Mr.Elmo...tp dye xpham th...krane cemburu...sngup dye wat kputusan mcmth...tp dah th khndak dye..ak xliyh wat pape..trime je lah..wlaupun pyah...but...ak akn ttap tnggu dye...wlau ak ade pgantinye..tp org th xkn dpt cinte ak..cos cinte ak cume utk Mr.Elmo saje..only him..sampai akhir hyat ak..

now..terlalu bnyak dugaan yg trpkse ak tmpuh..stdy..cinte..ksihtan yg xmnentu..hurmm...mampu ke ak bthan??tnpe suport dri dye??slalunye dye yg bg suport n bntu ak...dye tmpt ak luahkn sgle2nye..tp...skrang....ak sorg..mang ak rse ksorgan...hurmmm.....xpela...mngkin one day nnt dye akn pham..aku akn ttap tnggu dye..hanye dye....='(

 

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