your gone...u leave me...='(

hurmmm...lame sungguh x update blog niyh...hurmm sorry my dearest blog...jgn touching oke...
now rase utk bblog da xde lg...since Mr.Elmo pergi..pergi dari hidup ini...rse sgt ksong tnpe dye..dah hbis air mate dtngiskn...tp..ape yg bole aku buat skrang...dye dah pun prgi dri hidup aku...dye prgi dgn pnuh pertnyaan..??
its begin when...

pade 5/7/2011..tepat pkul 11.53pm..

 
time tgah ak focus pade study..tibe2..phone berbunyi(lagu I DO)..then ak tgk phone n its my Mr.Elmo ..then ak press button for 'answer'...

ME: hello..(nada yg hambar)

HIM:hye mkcik..watpe th?

ME:tgah study..nape?

HIM:urmm..gngu ke??

ME:xgngu pun..

HIM:mkcik...pkcik rse ckup la kite stkat niyh saje...mngkin jdoh kite smpai dsini saje..

ME:zz..(i'm speechless).....hurmm...tp knape??.....

HIM:mkcik study rjin2 oke..bla..bla..bla..(dye membebel)

ME:.....zzzz....cancle the call...

that time...air mate ak trus mngalir tanpe henti..mcm..waterfall kt amazon...hurmm...rse cm hati ak niyh dah hancur kne letupan bom atom...perghhh!!!hanye tuhan yg taw ape rsenye...

then..ttbe i got 1 msg from him..dye luahkn sgale2nye..time th ak xliyh nk than ag rse sediyh kat dlm hati..air mate xbhenti mngalir..cume th je yg mampu ak lakukan sambil wat graph...merapu2 ak wat...then ak decide..STOP wat keje..n going to my bedroom..lay down my body on my bed..then mnges spuas2nye..sambil dgar mp3 lagu
(http://youtu.be/hPTMqf_B4xA)

its so break my heart...why must this hapend to me??why??mcm2 soalan ade lam kpale ak time th..pew puncenye??krane tht guy??no!!!aku xsygkn dye...ak xcintekn dye..sprti ak syg n cintekn Mr.Elmo...tp dye xpham th...krane cemburu...sngup dye wat kputusan mcmth...tp dah th khndak dye..ak xliyh wat pape..trime je lah..wlaupun pyah...but...ak akn ttap tnggu dye...wlau ak ade pgantinye..tp org th xkn dpt cinte ak..cos cinte ak cume utk Mr.Elmo saje..only him..sampai akhir hyat ak..

now..terlalu bnyak dugaan yg trpkse ak tmpuh..stdy..cinte..ksihtan yg xmnentu..hurmm...mampu ke ak bthan??tnpe suport dri dye??slalunye dye yg bg suport n bntu ak...dye tmpt ak luahkn sgle2nye..tp...skrang....ak sorg..mang ak rse ksorgan...hurmmm.....xpela...mngkin one day nnt dye akn pham..aku akn ttap tnggu dye..hanye dye....='(

 

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